Haunted

Funny things that happen at strange times make you think in depth about coincidence. My drummer, Justin Keef and I tonight on the phone conversing about the new record and it's haunting quality. I attribute it to the crazy year we had in 2012 but is there more to it? I've recently been in a dark place myself as I think about my emotional state. The anniversary of my fathers death seems to overshadow the start of each new year and lately I've felt a solemn lonely feeling. It's almost a feeling of dread with a side of insomnia and bouts of feeling manic. As focus on art and music have really been stealing my attention I've cut many people away from my life. The vindictive games people play tire me and I just as soon as work by myself or with my bandmates. These days the time flies and time well spent is ever so rewarding as I feel I'm truly growing both as a musician and artist. The time I spent amidst the bayou writing has intertwined with the new material with a voodoo so cryptic. I feel my thoughts are fleeting as I've not been to sleep yet and I embrace insomnia yet again.
I have been having these strange dreams when I do sleep. I wonder who she is and what she wants with me. Perhaps another remnant of a repressed memory or someone in my future? I guess I'll have to wait and see.
Be safe my friends and be kind to each other.